This is NOT how I expected my 2019 to be. This is not what I had pictured my life to be a year ago... I never expected to be a single mom again ... like where the hell did my life turn and head down this road and one that I seemingly had ZERO control over....
Let's discuss some numbers.....
In a matter of 47 days I went from being "happily" married .... to seperated and on my own.... honestly, it was more like two weeks but.... yeah ... because he slept in the living room and I knew he was leaving... .
It's been 47 days since he left .....
It's been 29 days since I left the apartment we shared, and moved back in with my mom because I cannot afford to live here on my own with the four kids.... hell I probably couldn't live by myself in WI right now either....
It's been 95 days since my life changed with the words, "I'm not happy...." followed by a few days later "I don't love you like a husband should."
It's been one day since I finally changed my banner on my blog and took him out of it.... because... I'm a single mom now. It's just me and the boys. Me, the boys, my mom & dad, and our combined zoo of animals! LOL .....
I have a lot of things to share, I will be sharing as I can....
I am desperate to get back into blogging because it is truly my therapy and how I cope with things...
Much love!!
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