March 31st ..... in...... Review

Yep.... this is my last "March in Review" post .....  I can go back to trying to make up some stupid sassy catchy crazy titles.   I am going to title one "Poop" just because ... it's ...  Kaedyn's favorite word.  That and "fart" ... boys!  Whatchagonnado?

My morning was interrupted by a vomiting little boy.  As you can see by my face, I was very much in the middle of a really good sleep.  Boo.  Boo for him.  So ....  he threw up last night in the middle of the night, and I stopped his feed.  He was complaining BADLY the night before about his belly hurting and I noticed that his tube was loose, so last night I removed the water in the balloon and replaced it with new water (proper amount) ... and he seemed fine.  Well, tonight he threw up again shortly after he got hooked up.  He was vomiting repeatedly last night but our general rule of thumb is that we disconnect his feed if he's thrown up on two occasions.   Well he threw up once already tonight.  Another time and he'll be disconnected and we'll be calling the doctor tomorrow.

I woke up around 10am and was up for awhile but OMGosh I was just so tired.  I ended up going back to sleep until noon today ...  not my shining moment.  Just couldn't stay awake.   This is the fun part of CFS - cuz you are constantly bone ass tired.  Sometimes so much so you literally cannot fight it.  And the whole CFS, Fibro, Psoriasis fighting it all at the same time has me so worn out.  And now my body is fighting more stuff and I'm just ....  I could cry.

But today we had Shi's 21 week OB Appt ... everything went great. She didn't even complain about going and peeing in the cup.  Ha!  But baby's heartbeat was in the 140's about... and all of her screenings (Triple Screen, 20 Week Ultrasound) ....were all PERFECT.  We have a perfect little healthy girl on the way.

View from the waiting room.

Shila scored some swag today too.

We came home and found this on the couch.  My boys who aren't feeling well....  Kaedyn with the cat and Nathan with a peanut butter on his chest??? Huh????  They were watching Youtube on the Bluray.

I spent the afternoon getting clothes put away and going through some.... ended up with a full garbage bag of 2T to 4T clothes that Nathan has FINALLY grown out of ... and since the baby is a girl, time to purge.  The pile next to the bag is Kaedyn's... lol....

Full bag....  put it up on one of the Free Cycle type groups and had a taker in 20 minutes.  It's already gone.

Can I just say this (I will cuz I already did on FB)

So - I saw a Redbox today that had a big sign for this movie.... and I realized, in that moment... looking at it ...... that those production assholes did this on purpose ON PURPOSE to drive Grammar Nazi's crazy!!! Use EITHER of the other forms of TWO or TOO because BOTH would work!!! But OMG - you have to pick the one that doesn't work??? Because they are dumb right? UGH. I want nothing more than to go up to the stupid thing with a black permanent marker and add an effin O to it. Just sayin....

I saw this.... I really want to do this.

Tonight's bag!  We've been trying to plan our April Fool's menu for tomorrow.  We usually like to have a big "fake" meal.  You'll see tomorrow :)

Daddy and the boys :)

 Nathan ... in all his glory.

Kaedyn was playing "drums"

My bed buddy ......

X-Files Marathon continues....... these are the ones I watched today.

March 30th in Review....

Good Morning Blog...... (no really it's 11:20pm) ...

My hand is better.  It's still a little tingly but it's 90% better ....  However, this was the second morning now that I woke up with crazy bad nausea.

So I pissed off this little dude this morning.  Pissed him off GOOD I did.  He wanted my phone to watch youtube on.  I told him to go watch it on the Bluray.  He weren't happy abouts dat.

Cat Cuddles ...........

Best BABYSHOWER invite EVER!!!   Need to buy a babyshower gift.  :D

Kaedyn brought these home from school today.  I am very amused by the penguin in the technicolor (dream)coat.  I wonder if his name is Joseph ....    he was very proud of his clover and his owl and clover, he thought I would like them A LOT ... and I do!

My husband said to me tonight.....  "Gawd, do you know how beautiful you are?"  I paused, turned and looked at him, smiling.  "Nope," I said.  "I don't see myself.  I just see you."  * SMOOCH * Awwwwwwwwwww

So when I did Nate's meds tonight, and cleaning his G-Tube and all that - I had to pull out the water from his balloon and refill it.  I noticed last night his tube was loose.  He also SCREAMED and carried on so much I unhooked his feed last night before it even really got started.  SO I figured I'd check his tube today.  I pulled out 4ml of water, and it's supposed to have 5ml of water.  SO I put 5ml of fresh water in there. Hopefully all is well now.

This is my house at 11pm..... Ummmmmmmmmm ......

BTW - the cat is in MY SPOT!  LOL

That's all.  I finished up a WHOLE bunch of graphics today.  Oye.  Going to be wearing my braces tonight.  No X-files today.... but, I have a feeling, after midnight.  There maybe an episode or two.

March 29th in Review.... 960th Post!

Let me take one moment to recognize that this is my 960th post!  I am inching my way to 1000!  Wow......  I feel like doing a drawing or something!

Hand.Still.Numb.

But....... not as bad as yesterday, little better.  I had my brace on all night as tight as I could without cutting off circulation.

Woke up and this is how I was feeling.  SEVERELY nauseated.  Don't.like.being.nauseated.  Especially to the point where I grab a bowl - or think I'm actually going to puke.

SUCKS.

Someone kept me company.

My whole day was just spacey and ... yeah - ugh.  Needless to say.  Didn't get much work done or anything else.  Played WOW a bit.  I'm sad.  I only have like 10,000 gold.  I could cry.  I don't like having under 20,000 gold.  But I prefer to have my 114,000 gold back.  Yep.  But.... with all the stuff I bought.  I am 6 pets away from my 600 - SIX.   I will show off my new pets soon.   Maybe tomorrow.  Maybe the next day.

Anyway - DB was working today so I was in charge of dinner, and since I suck at cooking, I told him to go get me some frozen food.  Fish and Fries.   I made my bombdiggity tartar sauce.   BOMBDIGGITY!!!

Fish - I actually sat there and counted them to make sure we weren't shorted ...  how weird is that? I mean seriously!!  But there were these tiny little nuggets of fish in there and I was all like... "that better not be counted towards the total."  We were jipped a fish stick.

 Fries!!!

This is tonight's bag.  Kale asked me to make it for Elly.  Don't have a collage of it.

UGH!

This is what happened at 10:30 PM last night.  Two little Gremlins invaded my bed and were there until after midnight.  Like - right now.

Fangirl X-Files Marathon ...   Season 4 is done, Season 5 is started...... and guess what???  Still not remembering - any - of - this.  I don't remember Scully having cancer.  I don't remember Mulder "dying" ....  I would REMEMBER THAT!  (crying)  I feel like half my really important memory is just missing!!!!   So glad I decided to watch it all over again.

March 28th in Review .... Numbness....

So I woke up this morning and my right hand is almost completely NUMB.  It's numb through my thumb to middle finger, my ring finger is tingly and my pinkie seems to be okay.   NUMB.  I hate this.  Four days ago I woke up and the same thing basically was going on with my left hand, but that time it wasn't AS bad as it is today.  It's horrible ....  I hope it's just my carpal tunnel .... I hope it's not my diabetes.  Cuz does that come and go?  I have been heavy into making graphics the last few days .... and various other computer work.  So I wouldn't doubt that's the reason why.  However ... I'm kinda scared.  I am going to give it two days since that's how long my left hand was just numbish ...

The other weird thing going on is that my right side is numb.  Like from my ribs to my hips.  It's WEIRD sensation.  I can pinch both sides and there is definitely a loss of sensation on my right side.  THAT has been going on for a few weeks.  So I don't even KNOW what to think about that one.  Other than I need to bring it up to the DR.

Can't.brush.my.hair.

Nathan and I were messing around today - and I did a "Many Faces of Nathan" collection ... LOL

So we gave Jaxson this ball today.  Today.  Like 3 or 4 hours ago.  That's it.  Yep.  This happened.

Feed bag tonight.  Again - hard to do much with a numb hand so - super simple again.

Love this...... right here.  Love it.

So if you read my blog - you'll know that my friend lost her Mom - who was my mom's best friend in school.  Or one of them.  Anyway - she posted this today and it really touched me.  I am the mom of four boys.  Five boys counting the one that's adopted..   I have (currently) 8 kids counting all 5 boys, both fiancees, and my step-daughter.  I always wanted a big family!  I guess I got what I wished for.  In addition to all that - I have lost 15 babies from anywhere between 5 weeks to 11-12 weeks.  I have been BLESSED with children who have unique lives.  The thing I think the most other than "I love this kid" in my head is how much they (children with "special needs" - even though I hate the term -) have to teach us about life.  This literally made me cry.

OMG it was NOT that long ago he was a baby!!!  OMG I miss that fat baby!!!

I have a brag moment.   This is the gold I had in WOW today in one moment before I spent it all.  No kidding.  It was a very very proud moment.  Fleeting ... and gone ... with in 5 minutes.

 Episodes watched in my X-Files Marathon today.   I watched a lot because I couldn't do much else with the hand factor.

 Almost done with Season 4!!  Still only remember the one episode.  So freakin' weird.