March 28th in Review .... Numbness....

So I woke up this morning and my right hand is almost completely NUMB.  It's numb through my thumb to middle finger, my ring finger is tingly and my pinkie seems to be okay.   NUMB.  I hate this.  Four days ago I woke up and the same thing basically was going on with my left hand, but that time it wasn't AS bad as it is today.  It's horrible ....  I hope it's just my carpal tunnel .... I hope it's not my diabetes.  Cuz does that come and go?  I have been heavy into making graphics the last few days .... and various other computer work.  So I wouldn't doubt that's the reason why.  However ... I'm kinda scared.  I am going to give it two days since that's how long my left hand was just numbish ...

The other weird thing going on is that my right side is numb.  Like from my ribs to my hips.  It's WEIRD sensation.  I can pinch both sides and there is definitely a loss of sensation on my right side.  THAT has been going on for a few weeks.  So I don't even KNOW what to think about that one.  Other than I need to bring it up to the DR.

Can't.brush.my.hair.

Nathan and I were messing around today - and I did a "Many Faces of Nathan" collection ... LOL

So we gave Jaxson this ball today.  Today.  Like 3 or 4 hours ago.  That's it.  Yep.  This happened.

Feed bag tonight.  Again - hard to do much with a numb hand so - super simple again.

Love this...... right here.  Love it.

So if you read my blog - you'll know that my friend lost her Mom - who was my mom's best friend in school.  Or one of them.  Anyway - she posted this today and it really touched me.  I am the mom of four boys.  Five boys counting the one that's adopted..   I have (currently) 8 kids counting all 5 boys, both fiancees, and my step-daughter.  I always wanted a big family!  I guess I got what I wished for.  In addition to all that - I have lost 15 babies from anywhere between 5 weeks to 11-12 weeks.  I have been BLESSED with children who have unique lives.  The thing I think the most other than "I love this kid" in my head is how much they (children with "special needs" - even though I hate the term -) have to teach us about life.  This literally made me cry.

OMG it was NOT that long ago he was a baby!!!  OMG I miss that fat baby!!!

I have a brag moment.   This is the gold I had in WOW today in one moment before I spent it all.  No kidding.  It was a very very proud moment.  Fleeting ... and gone ... with in 5 minutes.

 Episodes watched in my X-Files Marathon today.   I watched a lot because I couldn't do much else with the hand factor.

 Almost done with Season 4!!  Still only remember the one episode.  So freakin' weird.