What are your plans???
We don't have many .... We're gonna go over to my mom's for awhile tomorrow, kids want to play with the toys they left over there. We're going to take over Despicable Me for them to watch ... (I also get to do my New Years Resolutions post!)
Sadly, I'm fighting my diabetes more right now. A month or so ago, my right hand started getting numb in my fingers. My hand and wrist also hurt, so I assumed it was all because of my carpal tunnel.... well... now my hand and wrist don't hurt and my fingers are still numb....... (shakes head) ......... the last week + I have been feeling like crud on a stick.... and I got a light bulb moment yesterday and check my blood sugar. (Yes, I hear the screaming ... "Why aren't you checking more often??? Why not the three times a day?" ..... well frankly, I HAD my blood sugar under control... and I get obsessed... I check it before I eat, after I eat to see how that food effected me, and so on.... so I'm checking my sugars up to 10 times a day (depending on snacks and such) ... my poor fingers couldn't take it anymore.... so once I got it under control, I started checking it once a day, and then once every couple days, and then a couple times a week, and eventually ....... well, you get the picture... my tests were coming back great, so I thought - I have it under control.
STUPID ...... I know........
So ... yesterday I take my blood sugar, and it's over 350! Yep........ I about fainted..... my husband goes "Well, that explains why you have been so tired all the time" ... and a lot of other things.
Plus I have been suffering some insane insomnia .... ever since Kaedyn got off track and was up until 2am all the time, I haven't been able to fall asleep before 2am no matter how hard I try! Sure, a few nights it has been around midnight, and I think - it's getting better - FINALLY - and then...... the next night ....... I'm ringing in 2am all over again.... Ugh... so I have been watching my train wreck TV ... playing WOW... playing SIMS 3 .... or just generally surfing the net... watching movies...... whatever - anyway - back on track here... I was watching Celebrity Rehab... and Julia Roberts brother is in there right now (Eric Roberts, also an actor) and his step-son - after reuniting - sang this........ and I feel in love with the song.... so beautiful...
Anyway - that's about it ... going to watch a movie with my hubby and maybe work on my book again (cuz I got back into writing last night after several months) ... actually I'll probably write WHILE watching the movie... shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ... lol...
Oh oh oh ... and incase you want something else adorable to watch ........ here are Noah and Kaedyn messing with my phone and singing the ABC's ...
May the dawning of this New Year
ReplyDeleteFill your heart with new hope,
Open up new Horizons
and bring for you promises of brighter tomorrows
May you have a Fabulous New Year!