10 Days of Nathan ..

I met Dennis, exactly one month after my divorce was finalized  ... on the internet of all places.... this guy comes out of the wood work, winks at me, and I meandered around his profile ...  found some common interests, figured, he's half way across the country, and I can always use more friends.

However, after just a few days of chatting ... we realized that we'd gone past "friendship" and into ... something with a broken slow button.

That summer, I said goodbye to my boys (Calahan & Noah) because they were going to Washington State to stay 2 months with my Mom for the summer.  It was to give me a break after the divorce, give me time off from being "Mom" and to figure out what I wanted out of my life, what I wanted to do to support my kids.

So I was going to go down to visit him and one of my best friend...and my first stop was him... and when I got there, and he saw me, he tipped me back and kissed me .... like, he dipped me and kissed me, a total kiss you see in the movies ........ and I know I'll never forget our first kiss!!  Needless to say....  I ended up taking him back to Wisconsin with, we settled into partnered life, and then I went and spent two weeks with my mom and kids, prepared them, and brought them home and into a new life.

Noah instantly feel in love with Dennis.  We were planning on getting married October 13, 2007 ... over a year away...  we talked about maybe having a baby together - but knew it wouldn't be easy given my history.   However, two weeks after getting back from getting the boys ...  we wanted to actually start TRYING ..... and after being late, and not understanding WHY ... after that BFF who I saw in North Carolina sat there and insisted that I take a test, just to get her monkey arse off my back .... I took one, walking up the stairs... to my absolute shock.....  I looked down .... at one of these...

Humma humma whaaaaaaaaaaa???