JULY 20th : A Daydream You Had & What Do You Need?

A DAYDREAM YOU HAD ..... 

I daydream all the time, it's called writing!  I basically "daydream" my book and write it down.  I see it all unfold in my head. 

But that's not what the question is .... I don't think - although I could interpret it however I want... cuz the point of it is to actually write something in your my blog! LOL ... 

I am thinking this is more of a "what do you wish for" type question .....  so we'll go with that ... 

I don't need to wish for love, because I have it.  DB and I may not always be on the same page, but when we aren't, we do try to get on the same page.  That's what marriage is about.  Right now we are in a really really good place in our relationship.  I am so thankful for that.  No we aren't perfect, I'm not perfect, he's not perfect, and not going to pretend to be.  I married a man who turned out to be one of my best friends and I wouldn't change that for a second because I love who he is, imperfections and all. 

I don't need to wish for happiness, because even though ... in our lives .... right now ... we don't have a lot.  We just lost our storage locker with everything in it (including my books which I am so beyond upset about - but I am not going to die because I don't have them, and even though I am crying inside, they aren't worth crying over.) ....

.... anyway - despite not having money to go out, go to the movies, go on dates, take the kids on trips ... all of that, we are generally a happy family.  Needs are met, we throw some wants in there now and again ...  but I think our family is in a very good place overall.  We do what we can for each other and DB and I have Fibro Dates in bed... LOL ...  it works for us. 

So what do I daydream about? 

I guess that the thing that I daydream so much about is picturing myself and my husband on the porch of a nice cabin in the woods and on the water.... in either rocking chairs, or a porch swing ... watching our kids, our grandkids, our pets ... playing around in the yard.

When I picture my life in years down the road, that is what I want.  I want our family to be really close.  It's the only thing I really truly want. 

Do I want to get published.... yeah, of course....

Do I want to do something with my photography.... absolutely! 

But the only thing I ever have wanted, needed in my life .....  is my family. 

I just think that's adorable ^^^^ ... and so true.  Books are so amazing ... 

WHAT DO YOU NEED? 

Love, roof over my head, food in my belly, electricity, my laptop, never to lose my writing or photos (again) ...  clothes on my body because no one wants to see my fat ass.... money in the bank, at least enough to pay the bills.... 

Those are all good and acceptable answers ... because that's pretty much the normal.  Those are actual needs - well minus the internet and the not losing crap, etc and so on ...  but I do need electricity and internet for my sanity - I realllllly do ....

I need books!!  I LOST ALL MY BOOKS!!!!!!!!  SEND ME BOOOOOOOOOKS!!!!!!!!!

I'm not even joking... books makes my place feel like HOME ... I mean besides my family - it's BOOKS and ....seriously ....  books....

I also need a house with my very own library .....  something that looks like.....

That's the library from Doctor Who ....  THAT is what I want .... bwahahhahahahhaa...

I know ... I know .... I have to have realistic expectations.... 

At the very least ......  this (below) is what I need .... I would adore a reading room/library like this ...

Truthfully .... in life.....  LOVE is the biggest thing that EVERYONE needs ... they may not admit it, but it's true....